Schizophrenia

"Am I an angel sent from above? Or a condemned demon disguised to captivate your love?"

"Whoever am I? You'll have to figure that out for yourself.."


Given the name "Ed De Leon", I gained an identity and had the chance to live in this world..

I made my first glance of it and my first breath on the 25th day of May, year 1990..

I am the first born son of Mr. Nilo Manalansan De Leon and Mrs. Edna Dabu De Leon..

Both are citizens of Lubao, a small town in Pampanga which is a province in the Philippines..



"My Childhood"

Growing up for me isn't a problem, since my parents are both hard-working, everything I need is always beyond reach.. Clothes, Food and all my basic necessities.. I had it all..

As a kid, I grew up as an introvert, I never mingled with anyone.. Because something inside me tells me not to.. That I am different from everybody else.. That I am destined to do something that no one else has done before.. That's why I spent most of my time observing the things that a normal kid would not..

"I preferred reading books and understanding the aspects of life rather than playing.."

At an early age I began to wonder what is my purpose here on earth.. Will I create? Will I destroy? Or should I do both? Up to this time I'm still wondering on what I should do..



"My Adolescence"[Present]

Well, as a teenager, I've been through a lot.. My sanity has been raped by reality.. All the pain and suffering.. And the realization that life wasn't that easy made a huge hole in me..

I was free from my cage but it's like I wanted to go back to that cage, seeking comfort from what I have witnessed outside.. But I didn't..

I started standing on my own two feet keeping in mind that some time now, I would need to flap my wings and live on my own.. Not necessarily on my own but with the company of

Kristine Chantelle Asuncion,the one who holds my heart,

I found her along the way on my journey.. She gave me comfort.. She gave me love.. A kind of love that I have never had before..

And perhaps she's the answer to all my questions.. My destiny.. The reason of my existence..

"Life was never the same again when I met her.."

She gave me hope.. She gave my torch the spark that it needs for it to burn..

I love her with all my heart, body and soul..


"I dedicate everything I do to her.. I Love You Chantelle.."

[To be Continued]